Friday, May 19, 2006

Half Baked



Well I had hoped to be able to post an ultrasound picture on here, but I cannot figure out how to scan these silly x-ray images! It's so frustrating. Not because I can't scan them, but because they aren't going to look good in a scrapbook either! Augh.

Anyway. I'm 20 weeks this week. Halfway done being pregnant. Isn't that nuts? It still feels like yesterday that I was holding this secret in waiting for the perfect opportunity to tell Nick. As you can see I have not been blessed with a blossoming bossom, but I think I'm starting to look pregnant and not just fat! I have officially put back on all the weight I lost from the morning sickness!! I heard the heart beat again today which is such a miraculous sound to me. But I still do have an unshakable fear that something not right is going to be happening during the course of this pregnancy or delivery, or that something wont be quite right with the baby. I'm not sure why I feel that. It's beginning to dissapate from an obsessive sureness to an every now and then fleeting thought, so that's nice for my emotions.

Before I know it October is going to be here! How crazy is that! Here's hoping for another healthy 20 weeks.

7 comments:

kelle said...

I'm glad to hear that you're feeling "normal" again...and you do look pregnant, not fat.

Jen said...

Yay! Half way done and looking preggo for sure!

karen said...

The summer will fly by!

You look great!

karen said...

The summer will fly by!

You look great!

Amanda said...

Nice belly there, Amanda! Glad to hear you've put on some weight and that baby Franks is chowin' down on the good stuff via the umbilical cord. He/she is going to be healthy and strong! :)

wandi said...

Amanda you look so pregnant and not fat. I look 20 months prego and It is surley not the case. It's just plain fat , or obesity. You look wonderful. I hope you are feeling wonderful too. Belle is beautiful.
Love Wandi

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